Categories Autism Family Life

Questioning Why

Last night Sawyer asked me a question I've been waiting for since we first told him about his autism diagnosis: " Momma, why do some kids in a family have autism and some don't?"

Categories Autism

Hard and Heavy Days

The last few weeks in our house have been hard, y’all. Trigger warning: This post will discuss self harm. I’ve written before about how hard change can be for Sawyer; he is very much a child that thrives on routine and sameness, and any little change to his everyday routine can be enough to send…

Categories Family Life Travel

Rolling Stones

After giving it a lot of thought, I've decided to move to Tennessee. Not only will it allow me to be at more of Caitlyn's events and competitions, it will bring my children back together and give Sawyer more time to spend with his dad.

Autism and Bullying

Yesterday, my son stood up in front of a classroom of his peers and apologized for being alive. As a mother, I cannot find the words to fully explain how it felt to hear my 11-year-old son say those words. It’s heart-shattering and terrifying, and it’s a feeling no parent should ever have to feel. 

Categories Autism Family Life

The End of The World

Most of the time, Sawyer is my easy going happy-go-lucky kid who is full of laughter and hugs. But sometimes he has days like this- days where something as small as losing his pencil can set him off and send him into a downward spiral- and it's sad, and hard, and ugly.

Categories Autism Family Life

Thriving

All three of the kids are really thriving this year. I sit back and think about them sometimes, and how each one of my kids is so different but so alike, too, and I feel so proud of them for everything they are and all that they do in their daily lives.